Thursday, May 28, 2009

Moral Inventories

I'm still going to OA, and I have fifteen days of not overeating. It's a good thing, because I got the results of my physical and I'm pre-diabetic. The doctor has given me three months to lose twelve pounds. So far, so good.
I'm working through the twelve steps. I did my fourth step inventory and finished it last night. "Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves...." Mine took seventeen pages. I thought I knew everything I had ever done wrong until I started answering the questions and writing and boy...more stuff came to my mind. Well I held nothing back. Just wrote and wrote and wrote. Got it all out.
And I feel much better. I emailed it to the lady I asked to sponsor me.
There are OA meetings online now, but I also go to some about thirty miles away. My husband has gone with me a couple of times and is going with me tonight.
I got my hair cut, and I mean CUT. It's very short. My husband almost had a heart attack, but it took me like zero time to wash and dry it this morning. I'm not sure I love it, but I like it. And it will grow.

Well, that's all that's new around here. Same old, same old stuff.

2 comments:

  1. Did you get your hair cut again since I came down to visit you? When I saw you last it wasn't that short.

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  2. Anonymous3:18 AM

    Yeah I'm not sure about the SSN! Especially not if you have to mail it back to him. Maybe call the prison and ask if it is mandatory.

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